I joined frisbee and got 3rd :P
we underestimated the Beruangs. they were good
But in the end, HELANG won for games carnival!!!!!!!! HOoray.. Xd
My sister, Sarah & I sprayed our hair
mine was a H sign but it was a Fat |---| (H)
i don't really like it. :O
Then we ate, talked went to the library but it was closed
but we stayed at the bridge there.
Sarah & I started dancing. haahah. so funny ;D
we played piggy back. it was fun too!!!! :]
practiced frisbee. & sarah started to like it
ellyne still has some practices to do
& janice, you're good at it :b
went to mid valley after games carnival.
ate in sushi king. ordered loads of food.
Sarah poured some green tea in the miso soup & asked me to finish it
I knew they did something with it, so i tried a little
then they started laughing & said they poured tea inside
lame ppl :P
after that, went to nichii
tried on clothes but didn't buy anything Xs
my sister & i had to go home first :(
when we reached home, my sister started using my laptop
& i waited for it for hours & in the end i fell asleep.
why must we be the one who go to u guys??
and i didn't go to you, cause they told me u guys were together on wednesday
so i thought u guys would come to us and finally we could be together
We were together on wednesday because i went to them
it sounded like an excuse when u said "cause you guys were together on wednesday"
even if we're together, u don't have to leave her.
it's just an excuse to leave her.
okay, it was because of this i went to sarah & the others
sharon & jazelle was sitting on the higher side of the bench
but me?? i was way down there
what i was surprised of was
sharon said "come up here la" in chinese
i thought she was talking to me
but she was asking gabriel to.
what do u think i can do??
of course you'll leave if u were me right?
on thursday, i asked sharon to go for frisbee practice with me
then she said i went already, u go practice yourself
& then again i ask her, she said u go yourself la
u were there too, shakey
if she said so, i'll go.
after a while, 3 of u were eating maggi mee
& i went to u guys.
i felt like i was interrupting u guys
cause u were all so quiet when i went near
so i left again
how can anything be simple if we just kept quiet?
it won't be simple but stupid!
you're not me, you won't know how i felt
someone has to leave & that's me.
if i leave, then everything will be just simple like the way u want it to be.
& i wasn't angry when u guys joke about him
of course i know u guys were just kidding
i was just giving the reaction u guys wanted
for example when ms. archana asked is it a guy or a girl
then how jazelle reacted. pointing the finger
it's just the same theory
so do u say she was angry? if u think she was
then jazelle, did u take it seriously??
you always said that you're sorry & does nothing about it.
yea, i've said sorry and i do nothing, then why can't you do something?
why can't WE do something?
but i don't understand.
why must must she do something?
we're not even wrong
i know you won't agree with what i've said
but i'm very tired. just to tired to act like nothing happened
i'm tired of acting already!!!!
it's not that we're not that close anymore, it's obvious that i'm left out
i'm not blaming u guys because i'm left out
i'm blaming myself because i'm not perfect enough to be left out.
no matter what, we still had memorable times together.
& that's enough for me.
this is rather a very offensive post, but it is still the truth.
i might not be completely right, but i don't think i'm wrong.
p.s: You begged her not to hang out with us but what about you?
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