An Ennui Holiday Break.

Exam's over, School's over

My life's over. Ok, not really now, but soon.

I haven't pick up my mum's call for a week.

That's a hell sign. :/ I think she missed call almost a hundred times this week.

And I never pick up. You can imagine me picking up that terrifying phone call.

When all she does is yelling in agony questioning me.

The only reason is (i'm scared) of her phone calls

She's such an obnoxious mother. Seriously.

I don't even want to hear her squeaky voice because it's freaking irritating me

All she ever say is want me to be in Austria. like right away.

Who do you think i am?? Superwoman that can fly??

But that's not the complication. The problem is I DON'T even wanna go.

It's like a phobia. In my mind right now is I will never go Austria again.

Literary, not in a million years. Maybe I'll consider when pigs can fly.

I just feel like screaming and shouting at the top of my lungs. AT HER.

I feel like i'm her puppet. No, maybe her dog. When she says sit, I never dare to stand.

So, maybe this time, i'll stand firm against her.

Regardless how, i'm gonna lose a horrible mother (which i will celebrate)

and she's gonna lose her useless stupid daughter

My wish this year is to not be related to "her" AT ALL.

I don't want to see her face, please.

Ok. I'm sorry for being emotional everytime i talk about my mother.

This just becomes a habit. A very DESTRUCTIVE habit.

I mean, she's not even worth it.

You'll never know unless you're in my shoes.

About my life?

I started working in Valentino Rudy which is in Mid Valley.

It's an Italian brand. A boutique for men and women. Not our age.

All of the colleagues are friendly except for one.

The boss's daughter. A pretty chinese girl.

She's a tit bit bossy and not to say, HARSH.

Just got upbraided from her today.

She ask if i was crazy. The answer was quite obvious.

haha. I thought if i was, i won't even won't even stand a chance to wear their uniform and stand in front of her.

She always put on a furious face, when she's actually pretty

Kind of a waste right??

oh yeah. I got a cut on my knee too, today. It was bleeding.

At that time, there were many customers, i was in the storeroom getting the shoes and clothes

So I rushed out immediately and that's when i got that cut. :S

That's practically it. Having noon shift tomorrow. from 1 till 10

I normally wait for time to elapse. Trust me, you'll stare at your watch every 5 minutes.

I'll update soon. :) For now, i'm signing off. so buh bye!

Happy Week :)

Yay!!! Final's are over.

And here comes the holiday!!! one week. wooohoo!! :D

so, yesterday, I went 1U with my best friends

and guess what? we met Danish :p

haha. awkward moment :/

then we had lunch in Sushi Zanmai

yummy sushi!!!

and we caught up with 2 new movies

Real Steel and The 3 Musketeers

I loveee Real Steel !! Such a great movie

moreover, that small dude was cute :)

shopped for an hour after Real Steel.

then got on with our next movie.

after movies, I went KARAOKE with shakey xD

ahaaha from 11 until 3 in the morning :/

now we most probably have sore throats :p

but we had fun!!

well, my exams turn out to be okay....

average i guess. :]

anyway, i've tried my best and i'm done.

so, just let it be.

p.s : sorry for being stubborn haha.

Everybody Hurts.

What is your problem??

So what if I'm fast??

You have your part & I have my part to do.

Can you just cut it out??

You don't have to go urging against me okay.

Why do you fear to lose so much??

Out of so many people why me??

Actually, no. not me only, it's basically everyone.

I really don't get you.

Do you wanna win so badly??

You're already good enough.

If i were you, i'll be satisfied.

p.s: stop being a blockhead and think of how others feel too.

Really Tired.

First of all, Finals are next Tuesday.

i'm struggling here. really.

i don't have the confidence because it's my first exam after all

i'll try my very best though.

Secondly, i'm really tired of this drama

tired of entertaining.

tired of pleasing.

tired of approaching.

tired of putting a smile on my face.

that habit is coming back

and it's worse!

to be honest, you should just realise how irritating it is

don't have to abuse your stuff, it's written all over your face

seriously getting too emotional.

i was trying my best but all you do is drive me away.

so there's nothing i can do about it.

just stop it. you're gonna lose all you have in the end.

dear princess, please be rational and think.

moreover i'm not stubborn and naive, when i put it that way, it's that way

there's no other way. what else do you know? HAHA

p.s: you should encourage me, not urge against me.

Last Goodbye.

This post is dedicated to my beloved Sejarah teacher, Pn. Herney

Now that you’re leaving
We can tell you how we feel;
Our heartfelt admiration
Is deeply felt and real.

You’ve been a great role model
For teachers and each kid;
You showed us how to be
In everything you did.

We’ll miss your fine example;
We’ll miss the things you gave;
Our pleasant memories of you
We’ll recall and carefully save.

We wish for your leave
The best of all your days;
May you discover sweet fulfillment
In new and rewarding ways.

p.s: I'll remember you always.

PMR Study Skills 2010 :)

Study skills started this Friday & ended today.

I guess the best seminar/lecture was the B.M one.

It gave us a lot of information. But the teacher didn't have time to finish. :(

I was in Group 13, with Melvin, Hazel, Jasmine & Natasya.

We did "Prinsip Edaran 4 Lejang" for our topic.

And we won 2nd place for our iMovie.

At first, they wanted to do Kerja Paip but i suggested the idea for this topic.

And they agreed. So we asked Melvin to be the "actor".

Well, the only sad thing is everyone went to Melvin & told him "good job"

And i was the one who practically came up with this idea.

It's okay la. He edited the movie. So Whatever. As long as the movie is nice.

Then Satisfied!!!

I'm struggling to finish my Commonwealth essay.

Did 300 words till now.

And i can't think of any more ideas.

I bet i'm gonna spend the whole day just to write the essay.

Wish me luck peeps.

Ohh. i just created a tumblr.

Here It Is.

It's cool la. Creat one!!

p.s: Long time no see. And i miss you!

You looked so different that i couldn't recognize you. :)

Perfect Blue Sky.

Went to Sungai Wang with Sarah & Zi Qin yesterday.

We ate Mc Donalds :] we were there for more than an hour. CHATTING :D

We even got a tattoo done on our back. A pretty rose :)

Later on, i bought my P.A outfit. A black top. Thanks to Zi Qin!!! ;p

Zi Qin is going to visit school probably this Thursday!!

She said she wanted to watch the P.A rehearsals :)

After that, we walked to Times Square because we wanted to go to the Cosmo theme park

We're suppose to go to the 5th floor to the theme park.

When we were at the 4th floor. I went on the escalator when Sarah & Zi Qin were down there laughing.

Then when i go back to the 4th floor, they went up.

I annoyed so i shopped around there. :P

But i went up in the end. Unfortunately we didn't go to the theme park.

Because there's not much time left :(

We went to My Star Collections.

Zi Qin bought Dong Hae & Kim Bum's stuff.

Well, I only bought an earphone. Wasn't really interested.

Sarah & I went to a shop.

& i pierced my ears there :S

It wasn't painful at all. :D

So i convinced Sarah to pierce her ears.

& she did :) I fulfilled her mum's wish :]

Haha. Kidding.

We shopped around until 4.30

Then Zi Qin's driver came & he fetched us home :b

Ohh. I hope Janice were there :(

Anyway, I watched Titanic last night.

It was touching but i didn't seem to cry :)

I'm listening to the song "When I Fall" by After School

I'm addicted to it :9

p.s: this conversation is OVER.