Everybody Hurts.

What is your problem??

So what if I'm fast??

You have your part & I have my part to do.

Can you just cut it out??

You don't have to go urging against me okay.

Why do you fear to lose so much??

Out of so many people why me??

Actually, no. not me only, it's basically everyone.

I really don't get you.

Do you wanna win so badly??

You're already good enough.

If i were you, i'll be satisfied.

p.s: stop being a blockhead and think of how others feel too.

Really Tired.

First of all, Finals are next Tuesday.

i'm struggling here. really.

i don't have the confidence because it's my first exam after all

i'll try my very best though.

Secondly, i'm really tired of this drama

tired of entertaining.

tired of pleasing.

tired of approaching.

tired of putting a smile on my face.

that habit is coming back

and it's worse!

to be honest, you should just realise how irritating it is

don't have to abuse your stuff, it's written all over your face

seriously getting too emotional.

i was trying my best but all you do is drive me away.

so there's nothing i can do about it.

just stop it. you're gonna lose all you have in the end.

dear princess, please be rational and think.

moreover i'm not stubborn and naive, when i put it that way, it's that way

there's no other way. what else do you know? HAHA

p.s: you should encourage me, not urge against me.

Last Goodbye.

This post is dedicated to my beloved Sejarah teacher, Pn. Herney

Now that you’re leaving
We can tell you how we feel;
Our heartfelt admiration
Is deeply felt and real.

You’ve been a great role model
For teachers and each kid;
You showed us how to be
In everything you did.

We’ll miss your fine example;
We’ll miss the things you gave;
Our pleasant memories of you
We’ll recall and carefully save.

We wish for your leave
The best of all your days;
May you discover sweet fulfillment
In new and rewarding ways.

p.s: I'll remember you always.

PMR Study Skills 2010 :)

Study skills started this Friday & ended today.

I guess the best seminar/lecture was the B.M one.

It gave us a lot of information. But the teacher didn't have time to finish. :(

I was in Group 13, with Melvin, Hazel, Jasmine & Natasya.

We did "Prinsip Edaran 4 Lejang" for our topic.

And we won 2nd place for our iMovie.

At first, they wanted to do Kerja Paip but i suggested the idea for this topic.

And they agreed. So we asked Melvin to be the "actor".

Well, the only sad thing is everyone went to Melvin & told him "good job"

And i was the one who practically came up with this idea.

It's okay la. He edited the movie. So Whatever. As long as the movie is nice.

Then Satisfied!!!

I'm struggling to finish my Commonwealth essay.

Did 300 words till now.

And i can't think of any more ideas.

I bet i'm gonna spend the whole day just to write the essay.

Wish me luck peeps.

Ohh. i just created a tumblr.

Here It Is.

It's cool la. Creat one!!

p.s: Long time no see. And i miss you!

You looked so different that i couldn't recognize you. :)

Perfect Blue Sky.

Went to Sungai Wang with Sarah & Zi Qin yesterday.

We ate Mc Donalds :] we were there for more than an hour. CHATTING :D

We even got a tattoo done on our back. A pretty rose :)

Later on, i bought my P.A outfit. A black top. Thanks to Zi Qin!!! ;p

Zi Qin is going to visit school probably this Thursday!!

She said she wanted to watch the P.A rehearsals :)

After that, we walked to Times Square because we wanted to go to the Cosmo theme park

We're suppose to go to the 5th floor to the theme park.

When we were at the 4th floor. I went on the escalator when Sarah & Zi Qin were down there laughing.

Then when i go back to the 4th floor, they went up.

I annoyed so i shopped around there. :P

But i went up in the end. Unfortunately we didn't go to the theme park.

Because there's not much time left :(

We went to My Star Collections.

Zi Qin bought Dong Hae & Kim Bum's stuff.

Well, I only bought an earphone. Wasn't really interested.

Sarah & I went to a shop.

& i pierced my ears there :S

It wasn't painful at all. :D

So i convinced Sarah to pierce her ears.

& she did :) I fulfilled her mum's wish :]

Haha. Kidding.

We shopped around until 4.30

Then Zi Qin's driver came & he fetched us home :b

Ohh. I hope Janice were there :(

Anyway, I watched Titanic last night.

It was touching but i didn't seem to cry :)

I'm listening to the song "When I Fall" by After School

I'm addicted to it :9

p.s: this conversation is OVER.

Watch My Feet.

Hey peeps :)

We're all busy practicing for P.A concert

& for us, dance students. We're gonna go hip-hopping :)

It's cool yo. Wait till you see it. :D

So much better that last year's one. No offense. :p

Got all my exam marks.

and surprisingly, i scored 2nd highest in my class

with 5 As & 2 Bs X) got to work harder next time.

especially on my bm & geography.

of course the 1st goes to Shakey!! :) Congrats~!

today is Good Friday. which is a holiday

tomoro, Sarah & I will be going to Sungai Wang

Janice!! GooooO!!!!! :)

I need to get a black & white outfit for P.A

Some baggy ones. hahhaha. since Ms. Sim said it has to look hip-hoppish

Can't wait though Xp

Gonna dress hunt. but my closet is like full.

so not too crazy :]

Everything is going on VERY well :]

Ahahas. Yup friends before love babe :j

You guys are the best!! ^^

p.s: You can just say my name. Don't have to go for SOMEBODY.

Where Do We Go From Here

Sarah, thank you so much.

i was crying all the way when i read your post. :'(

you've done a lot of things for me

we've been best friends since std. 6

& i still remember our first fight.

haha. u were with shin yi that time.

i guess you & janice understands me the most

we feel the same when we talk about our parents & friends

like we were bonded to be together

I really misses you when we split.

but i never told anyone

no one knew. because i missed you in my heart

i'm not saying that i'm sad when i'm with sharon & jazelle

it's just that we've been together for so long

& we suddenly split. it just hurts

nothing can ever takeover your place in me.

well maybe janice can. :p

both of you are my biggest present from god

i'm really happy that our friendship is okay now.

i will always remember all the nostalgic moments we went through :)

iloveyou!

Shakey, i'm sorry i left you without saying a thing

i was just kinda tired & wanted to stop all this fights

and i thought that you will be okay without me

because you have sarah.

i have never blamed you

remember that night you called me & told me a lot of things

you were saying that you're sorry & you cried so badly

from that moment i've never think that you're wrong

i didn't said i forgave you because i don't think i need to

because it's not your fault

i'm sorry i acted like i was angry at you

but i did miss you. really.

i mean who will really be angry at her best friend

if you treat someone as your best friend, you will always forgive them no matter how many times :]

iloveyou!

Janice, we've been friends since we're std. 6 too

you were there for me when i fought with sarah.

i felt better when i'm with you

you're just like an angel who always saves me

when i have any problems

even until now, you still treat me nicely

i'm sorry if i did anything that you didn't like

you have never betrayed me

you will always keep my secrets safe

& thanks so much for that C:

iloveyou!

Ellyne, eventhough we're not that close

but we still hang out after school

& chat along all the way

you're a really good friend

and you are great. it's okay if others dislike you

but don't you ever forget that you have sarah, shakey, janice, me & sharon & jazelle too

iloveyou!

Jazelle, i wasn't that close to you

until lately, we've been so much more closer

i know u love being simple

because you don't want all those complicated matters to hurt you

it's a way to protect ourselves

nobody wants to get hurt.

i was happy when i'm with you & sharon :)

iloveyou!

Sharon, pls don't get offended by the previous post.

i'm just a bit stressed out

after i think about it, we should just sit down & talk?

but it'll feel awkward

so we all used blogging.

i was just sad when i read your blog

it's okay now, i understands

friendship is not a lock

i know what's best for my friends

if you're happier with shakey & jazelle

i'm happy for you. :]

iloveyou!

p.s: We don't need to keep them with us to be best friends.